As I sit here snuggled up in my fluffy pjs with a Pepsi Max, I can't help but get emotional over the year that is coming to a close. I did what I set out to do and more yet I still feel like it wasn't enough. That's not me being greedy it's merely me wanting more for myself in this life. With depression comes hating life, but when I came to understand what I was truly depressed about it wasn't life it was situations in life I was thrown into. I could always make the most of what life has to offer me and enjoy it whilst still battling depression.
I know this sounds like such a negative post, but it's not, It's more of a realisation that even when life doesn't go to plan you can stick with other things you wanted to do. I've jumped into the world of photography more than ever, lost a hell of a lot of weight and became fitter, and improved issues that were getting worse and I thought would never get better. Made new friends and built stronger bonds with older ones, grew fruit and veg and enjoyed the world I get to live in, I have the freedom that others don't and I shouldn't ever take that for granted.
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I have a few drafts that still need to go up from this year which just need pictures added, I will get to that as soon as I can. I've included some pretty pictures from this year throughout this post, I hope you love them as much as I do. Happy New year
You control your dreams.
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